I always wondered what I can do to change my path and lead it for the better, but everytime I tried my best, it all comes down to nothing. I have made up my mind that I'll do my best so we'll be better but there are some things that I cannot control. Right now, he already left me with every wishes and dreams I have hoped for. Just when the time I was ready to move forward. Just when the time I was ready to face our dreams. But then, some unfortunate events happened that led us to be apart, what I do not expect is that he would go off board and sail on his own. I was left alone, if he only knew everything that happened to me as I struggle to survive until this moment. In times, I was mad, for all of this was not supposed to happen, but shit happens. I always love him and if it comes to a time that he need to go on his own, I will always concede. I just wish that what he's going through right now is something that would already make him happy and better.
I really do miss him, how can I not. Every time I sleep, I always longed for him, crazy thinking that one day, he would open the door and come right beside me. I wonder, if we meet again, how will I face him, with all the tragedies of being alone, how will I face him. For now, I have to survive, move on, no regrets for everything happens for a reason. We might not know yet but I am getting there for sure.
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