Vacation

Well, at this moment, I am already working with Dell. My three-week vacation was really great. Although I get to bond with my neighbors here, I lost my cellphone... geezz.. That was the only communication I have with "him". Well, ok, I am writing this letter because I was really about to do this thursday night at Dell but I was not able to, I am so happy sitting here right in front this computer thinking of happy thought I have with "him" but all of a sudden, I saw his blog and then my world suddenly stopped. I know I'm so wrong and stupid but I guess there's nothing I can do about it. I don't know, I am really about to create this blog and write my happy thoughts toward him and then suddenly, it stopped. I guess this is it again, I don't know but I really hope you can forgive me about it and it would be the last thing I'll ever ask. Its so weird because I really wanna fill this post with happy thoughts but suddenly I don't know what to say anymore. Wherever you are, I hope we can talk and unfortunately, I don't have a phone, so I guess I'll just have to wait to get a word from you if ever but I still am hoping. I don't want this to be my last cause I know I should be keeping it.