Today, I'm in a point where I have to decide, whether I'm gonna stay on a lowly life, or change to a life turning point. Right now, I feel like everything that I'm doing is not working right. I know I am not already fitted in this job of mine. I'm in a point where I already hate having a boss and would like to be a boss of my own self. The thing is, I don't know how to do that! I'm somewhat going crazy.... I would like to have a business of my own and something that I know I would feel fantastic, but I don't have the opportunity from doing so. Besides the fact that I really don't have anything to spend for it, my bb does not want me to. I hate it, why in the world is everything complicated for me.
I have to decide fast, I can go abroad and work there and just keep it up just for ONE year until I have enough money to put up my own business, or I'd stay here and rot on my own work where I don't even find any progress at all. Sure, I can go abroad, but I'm feeling insecure about my bb. I know he's not gonna do good when I'm not around. I know I'm gonna miss him and everyone a lot. I just don't know what to do. I really need divine intervention. I pray that somebody would knock on my door and tell me, you won one million and I will already stop from working for somebody's ass.
