And I Love Him So...

August 12, at exactly 6:32AM, my bb sent a text message saying that he's already in Manila and he wants me to pick him up. So I came to where we would meet and there, for the second time, I saw my bb again. He looks so gorgeous and somewhat, looks differently too, yeah, he lost some fats, hehe, but still he left some baby fats for me to touch with, hehe ^_^. Then we had breakfast and talked about a lot of things. Its really flattering when he looks at me seriously and telling me how good my nose is, how good my other facial part is, waahh!!! He always gives a lot of comment of what I look like, hehe, he really is soooo flattering. I don't know what my reaction will be. Then after that, we went home to drop by his things and get some sleep. After that, we went to a mall to buy TV, we also watched a movie, and played a computer game. Then at night, we went to Baywalk and strolled along the shoreline. Its great cause we had lots of things that we talked about. My most memorable one is when we ate at Shakey's. ^_^ From that, I knew another info from him, hehehe! ^_^ Then after that, we headed home.

Having him right beside with me makes me really happy cause he's the first one I'd see first thing in the morning. One thing that is funny with him is when he gets crazy, he does things which would really make you speechless and just get yourself in laughter. Especially when he dances in front of me, yay! haha! ^_^ My bb's a very good dancer pala, wild pa! hehe! ^_^ He can be so malikot like a kid but he's really cute. Amazing... He sings a lot of songs pa and super makuwento and malikot! haha! I really am super happy that finally he gets to live with me, kahit a few months lang, but I'll make sure that I'll give him my best. ^_^

My BB's Confirmed!

If I remember clearly, he said this past days ago, "Good news! I'll be there this Saturday and it's already definite!". When I saw it from him, I felt intense excitement where I want to get out of our training room for a while and shout for joy! Well, its already confirmed, he'll be here this Saturday, and we're about to meet, details will be hidden of course kasi baka may magtangkang iba, haha, I know that my bb is in demand! LOL! Anyways, we just chatted a while ago and talked a lot of things with regards to his stay here in Manila. I surely will give him the best of what I can while he's staying here. So once he goes home to (*SECRET*), he'll have happy moments with me.

Waahh!! I'll see him again for the 2nd time (of his visit here) and now this time, there's no more stopping us. I love you bb q! See you this Saturday! ^_^

My BB's Flying Here! ^_^

Today, I am very excited coz my bb raz will fly here in Manila and stay in my house. He might be here until October or if time/sched permits, until December. WoW! I already prepared the house for his arrival, even my sched for Saturday are all wiped out. I really hope everything would sail smoothly between the two of us, but I know it will. Waahhh!!! Hon!! You'll really be dead if you won't make it, remember our deal ok? That's totally serious. I've already bought your shampoo and liquid soap! haha! : D

On the other side, I know we have been dealing with some issues the past few weeks. But I assure you that I will just be for you. You just don't know up to what extent my love is for you, its almost endless. You might have been thinking that I will leave you someday but I assure you it'll never happen. I know there are persons trying to steal you from me. But I trust you that you'll never get decepted with their attempt. As you always say, "hanggang tingin na lang sila". I know there has been issues on my past for you to think about the extent of my love for you, but I understand my mistake, I know before, I was just looking for a companion but now, with the strength of my love for you, I came to accept that the distance between us does not matter anymore. Everyday, with the love you're showing to me, I feel contentment, I feel gratitude. That's why with this feeling, I know there'll be no distance between us. You are always asking why I fell in love with you eventhough there are too many guys out here but the only thing I can say about that is love really moves in mysterious ways, even I don't know and this feeling I have for you is SO STRONG, you can't even imagine, and with this, I will never ever leave you behind. Thanks for your love bbq! I am so happy with you, I know my life now is in the right direction. And now, we'll be together and knowing you, waaahhh!!! I can't explain this feeling, as in I'm so happy right now. Thanks for giving me such happiness and love, I'll do my best to match it up and raise the roof with you. Love you bb q! ^_^

I Need You

This song came from him and said it was a perfect song for me. => Well, its also the same for him.

I Need You

I don't need a lot of things,

I can get by with nothing

Of all the blessings life can bring,

I've always needed something

But i've got all i want

When it comes to loving you

You're my only reason,

You're my only truth

I need you like water

Like breath, like rain

I need you like mercy

From heaven's gate

There's a freedom in your arms

That carries me through

I need you

You're the hope that moves me

*To courage again

You're the love that rescues me

When the cold winds rage

And it's so amazing 'cause that's just how you are

And i can't turn back now 'cause you've brought me too far*

*those are the part of the line that he loves so much* =">