Tuesday, June 27, 2006

My Second Monthsary With My BB

I wonder, do we all know where we belong. And if we do, in our hearts, why do we so often do nothing about it. There must be more in this life. A purpose for us all. A place to belong. Here in my heart, I knew the moment I met you, that day, just a few months ago, I knew already where I truly belong.

I hope when you're reading this letter, that I'm sitting there right next to you and you're telling me that I'm stupid enough for writing this and crazy for trying to know you. But how could I not, it's you. All this time, so many days apart, I've missed you. I have never been without you. I've woken up with you every morning and gone to sleep with you every night. You have always been with me. Your courage, your smile, your damn stubborness. There's never been any distance between us. There will never be. I love you bb q. I love you.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

DELL!! Here we go!!



I just tendered my resignation from GT Solutions and now, finally, I got a job that would really suit me and that's with Dell. I just hope that I would do better with what I have been with GTS before (I mean when I was on my hyperactive days). Anyway, I feel that the persons there are cool and for now, just wish me all the luck. ^_^

Saturday, June 03, 2006

One Year of Trials, Failures, Hardships and Success

Now what do you know, I'm now on my first year of being independent or in simple words, this was the same date a year ago when I left our house. ^_^

Time really shifts so fast. I still remember a year ago, I have nothing but only my clothes and a set of computer. The experience really was hell. You'll gonna sleep on a bed without a matress, I don't even have pillows on it. The scary part is, I DON'T HAVE AN ELECTRIC FAN!! Geez! >_< As in, it was so hot, I have to sleep naked. And then when you wake up and need to go to work, there's no hot water!!! As in you'll have to bathe in cold water! I also get to experience doing the laundry, cleaning the house and most of all, budgeting a very small amount of money. : D

But of all the things that happened to me, what I learned from that is how to stand alone. I know I am so young for this kind of things but when I look back, one year ago, I am so glad, I still am eating good foods, I have a bed to sleep with, and most of all, my computer is still working. ^_^

I remember those people who are always to the rescue. I remember Tito giving his pillow (even if I have to fold it four turns just to snap it in place) and Brett who gave a lot, pero syempre, his cloth iron, the best. Nelson and Niel who always help me when I have to transfer to another house, and Gabby, Yam, Vher (actually all of them) are my financial saviours. I really owe this guys a lot, for anyone not mentioned, you know who you are and you're a big part of my life, thanks!

With all the twists and turns that happened into my life, I am so blessed that my friends are still here to back me up. They saved me in many ways I won't be able to make. Thanks a lot guys. Lastly, I also want to thank those persons who have touched my heart. You gave me inspiration and the will to move on. Now that I have to move another step alone again, I'm bringing along the memories that we had before.

I'm about to finish my movie na and I'll show it to all of you soon.

Arigatou Gozaimas. ^_^