General Cleaning at Pinoy Big Sister House

General cleaning time! The part I hate the most. Its a good thing that Carlo was there to help me. The event last night was so much a mess, actually, the house is so much a mess for a week. :-D

After cleaning, we watched a dvd movie. My favorite past time. Then we went to Jayson's house since the boys are there playing basketball. We also picked up Bobo. And of course, I have the digicam with me (my saviour!) We took pictures of course, then after that, we went home, watched another DVD movie (we watched Aeon Flux!! we know the story already :-P) And then at 7PM we went to church. I went to church (now that's something new to me!) and I prayed for somebody, I don't want to get emotional again or I really end up being psychotic. Well most of the visitors here are waiting really for this, how am I and nix going along?? Well, I am not sure. Its hard if you do not know what's going on the other side, so whatever the case is, we'll just have to stand up and face life's harsh reality.

Hey! Milbert and Patrick showed up too... We just loitered outside talking of crazy things (mostly are PC games) and then went home. Sunday's over and another day full of challenges and "shitty" things still to come.

Photos posted at http://lou.cylynxtesting1.com/gallery/bigsishaus

Sabado Night at Pinoy Big Sister House

Its saturday night again and that simply means fun, drinking time again! :-D It really has been a rough week (at least, for me) but things still has to go on. Just have fun and stay alive.




First things first. I just had a new look. Many of them got mad at me because I cut it and the reason is because of depression. (Fact: The first thing a depressed person punishes is their hair.) But you'll get used to it, anyway, I looked 4 years younger. (harharhar!) I am sorry I don't look good now so no one would fall in love with me. :-)


Now back to the main story, after I went to Market Market! to get a haircut and grocery, Gabby and William is already in the house, but they left immediately cause they have personal things to attend to. Then came Nelson, Carlo, Vane , Tito, Rachel, Bobo, Alleh, Niel, Jayson and Brett. We just played poker in the house while drinking beer and listening to goold old music. Just like the old days.... :-)

Photos posted at http://lou.cylynxtesting1.com/gallery/bigsishaus

Sadness, Despair, Loneliness

It has not been so easy but things would have to change from now on. I need to move on but still can't take a step. It seems I really have not moved on, people does. People just come and go. All beginning really has an end, but this time, I am not believing it has an end for it just becomes another beginning. At this point, all I can do, as always, is just to wait, rot and die. But whatever the case is, the bottom line is I believed that tommorow's gonna be better. I let them flew and someday they'll come back but I'll just have to stay and wait for tommorow's always be another tommorow. While we're at this state, loneliness will just have to creep on me. Good luck on my next tommorow or if it will be already what I feared of which is the end.

Farewell NiX

Things moved on so fast between the two of us. The relationship that I thought would last forever has finally met its end. We have to take seperate ways now but I hope, somehow, we'll meet somewhere down the road and bring back what was lost to us. But for now, I'll have to work on moving on. Its really difficult but I really have to face it. I told you NiX that this would really happen and that's the fear I would always have to face. Anyway, things would be changed from now on.

Thank you Nixon Orlina for giving me the best of what I am right now and I will always remember you and will wait for you if destiny really would let us be together again.

New Laws on Big Sister House

Effective today, new house rules will be enforced. Actually, I thought of lowering the restrictions since I am almost breaking the rule... :-D

10 Laws on Big Sister House

1) No SEX (unless it has video coverage)
2) No Money No Entry
3) No Kill Joys
4) No Conyos
5) No slippers/ sandals/ shoes inside the bedroom
6) No Smoking inside the bedroom
7) No house-crashers (buraots)
8) No cleptomaniacs
9) Boring persons not allowed
10) My words will be the LAW

Eviction Night At Pinoy Big Sister House

January 16 and everything is up and running. But not for us, we all came down through an unexpected event. It was Carlo's mother who came and visited us (actually Carlo) wanting his son to go home already. Harhar! The thing is we never got any video nor picture. It was almost like the "Wish Ko Lang" segment (sorry Carlo) but what d hell, he'll go home now. Carlo, you're evicted. :)

Housemates goes to Max's!

Welcome to the Christian World baby Moesha Pablo. And so it came with a matching celebration. So the gang went to Max's Park Square, Makati. We enjoyed the night and the funny thing is, when we got into the pictorial stand, its almost all of them have stood up to take a picture of our group, hehe, unbelievable. Anyway, after the night, we're off to Big Sis House and there, drinking time again. The house again is such a waste but everyone got happy, but maybe not for me. Well, discussions and stories soon to follow. :-P

New Year Celebration at Big Sis House

Well, its 2006, and life keeps on running. 2005 might be harsh for me but there's no stopping our housemates from celebrating year 2006! One mega reunion of my closest friends and friends that hasn't showed up for a long time and new friends as well. Who went there? Let me list it for you:



Nelson Carlo Niel Rovir Leah
Brett Milbert Richelle Frank Bonie
Tito Patrick Rachel William Gabby
Vane Jokarl Umal
Alleh Sefa
Paul Ken to anyone I forgot.. sorry..

(nagkasya naman kami sa bahay...)

Well, of course, the night was for drinks and everyone got drunk.. except me of course.. harhar! Pics posted at http://lou.cylynxtesting1.com/gallery